toxicmuffin

ek is moeg,
moeg vir die stad se lawaai
moeg vir die stemme en lywe en gesigte,
wat eindeloss deur die leë strate rond draai

Ek is klaar,
klaar met die dood
wat om elke hoek loer na my.
klaar met die geweld en chaos
wat in woorde en gedagtes vry na my.

ek wil wegbreek en loskom
uit die spinnekopweb wat my gevange hou
en êrens waar dit groen is
vir my 'n droom saam jou gaan bou.
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ek het nie die gedig geskryf nie, maar dit het vir my 'n groot betekenis in gehad

messed-up people
music screaming in my ears
fists waving in the air
a pain so bright...
it's hard to bare
fights everywhere i turn
heartache that will forever burn
confusion ruling everyones minds
playing god in everyones head
staying there till all that's left is dead
no more pain, no more fear
only darkness and i dissapear...

When will my tears go away?
Tomorrow or another day?

I thought our love would last...
now that too is in the past

all that is left...
is a broken heart, that will never mend
The emptyness of this heart will never end...

so confused...!
so abused...!

left alone
in a world...unknown

a world full of sorrow and sadness,
a world where there is only place for madness!!

Take me away,
to a place where everythings okay.
a place without tears
a place wthout fears...

I want you to love me again,
save me from all this pain

i'm
d
r
o
w
n
e
d of all feeling that is true,
i'm
d
r
o
w
n
e
d of my will to be with you...

I cant stop crying
I feel like dying!

The hurting inside;
is like an ever rising tide

there's no end to the sadness...
i'm feeling
i can just hope
that i'm only...dreaming.